I'm not feelin' it today, I'm not. Yesterday was beautiful, as is today, but I'm really in-between emotions. Not sure why, probably old issues raring up since I'm in the home I grew up in. You know? Those damn unresolved childhood issues? What a bitch.
I could sit here and rehash all that I'm feelin, but what's the point. You've read it before and do you really care. Nah, neither do I. I should actually be reading. I got several inspirational motivational books not long ago, Iyanla Vanzant's Up From Here: Reclaiming the Male Spirit, Hill Harper's Letter's to a Young Brother, and Spencer Johnson's Peaks and Valleys. I feel like reading none of it. I'm not motivated to get motivated. Does that make sense?
Just one of my somber-bitch moments I'm hoping. Disillusioned with life, feeling way left behind, trying to play catch up with the clock ticking. Doesn't make sense I got here, have no clear solution to getting outta here either.
4 comments:
Hey Grumpy Gretel, don't be so hard on yourself. Just curl up in a ball for awhile and remember that tomorrow is A Brand New Day!
hey grumpy this shall pass...
Been there! Sometimes its nice to have a pity party or pissing party, as long as we don't luxuriate in it. THINGS come and go but WE remain!
Everyone has one of those days. Just dwell in it for a moment and the moment will eventually be gone.
Cheers!
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