Sunday, April 19, 2009
I'm not feelin' it today, I'm not. Yesterday was beautiful, as is today, but I'm really in-between emotions. Not sure why, probably old issues raring up since I'm in the home I grew up in. You know? Those damn unresolved childhood issues? What a bitch.
I could sit here and rehash all that I'm feelin, but what's the point. You've read it before and do you really care. Nah, neither do I. I should actually be reading. I got several inspirational motivational books not long ago, Iyanla Vanzant's Up From Here: Reclaiming the Male Spirit, Hill Harper's Letter's to a Young Brother, and Spencer Johnson's Peaks and Valleys. I feel like reading none of it. I'm not motivated to get motivated. Does that make sense?
Just one of my somber-bitch moments I'm hoping. Disillusioned with life, feeling way left behind, trying to play catch up with the clock ticking. Doesn't make sense I got here, have no clear solution to getting outta here either.
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