Wednesday, April 22, 2009

Ghosts


I'm sad folks. Been really down for the last few weeks, just been doing the fake it till I make it routine, trying to fill the void with inconsequential things, but to be honest, everything makes me feel that much more depressed. Part of it is post-op depression, I'm sure. But a large portion probably has to do with being back in the home I grew up in with so many ghosts from the past haunting me at every turn of the corner...

I'll blog more this afternoon. I feel I need to immerse myself in Gayte-Keeper and Corey's blogs to cheer me. The Creator bless the both of them...Gayte-Keeper always speaks with the wisdom of a sage and Corey is just a good soul, like the brother I never had who has taken the time to listen when I'm going through muh changes. And chile, there's plenty these days.

*Sigh* Lord willing I'll have the mnotivation to pen thoughts later, right now, I'm crawling under the covers and playing hiding and seek with life.

-Ian

4 comments:

D.J. said...

Hope you feel better soon!

Cocoa Rican said...

I'm praying for you pa...know that you are not alone. I think of you often...crazy as that sounds...everything and everyone serves their purpose in our lives...this blog thing and the great folks you've met are not happenstance...keep your head up...
Siempre...

thegayte-keeper said...

wow didn't know the sage words of blog meant that much to you...Corey does have soul, he is definitely one of a kind...here's to you feel better

Wonder Man said...

I hope things get better, you have us to talk to if you need to

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