Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Positive Vibes

I can say I've been in the best of spirits lately! Let's attribute that to a reconnect with my spirit and disconnect to the earthly.

For sometime, I've been trying to make the necessary adjustments to my path to get to a higher plane, somewhere happier and more comfortable. Of course along the way I get some insensitive or brash dismissive folk who feel like tripping me up, but fuck 'em! Really. I might not be my all, but if I concentrate hard enough, work hard, I get there in my own time. Life is not really a race, but we often make it so.

Some days my attitude is the paragon of suave. Hopeful of the Joe Cool. Hip and sooooo sure of myself, yet so clueless. Hahaha! Indeed. It's a good feeling. Perhaps if I take more moments to stop thumbing my nose at myself, I'd understand the search.

Laisser le Bon rouleau de Temps!

Monday, November 29, 2010

Follow Your First Mind!

This morning I woke up and felt like a load crap. I so wanted to stay in bed. After hitting the snooze button about a dozen times, I managed to drag myself outta bed and prepare for the day. Took several attempts and the notion to call off crossed my mind more than a lil bit.

At first I thought I was having a case of the "Monday Morning Lazies." After a holiday weekend of indulgence, I was fighting urge to return to normalcy. Or so I thought. No. Deep down, I knew in my body, in my spirit, I was simply out of rest and needed to stay home. Yet, I didn't!

Doing what I THOUGHT was right, I went to work miserable. Big mistake kiddo. Today was a made house and folks were irritating beyond belief. Somehow despite leaving with time to spare I was late, the bosses were being dicks (not the good kind) all day, and the rumor about our department being laid off became more fact than suspicion.

Moral to the story? My daddy used to say "Always do what your mind first tells you!" Indeed. Next time I will heed Papi sagely wisdom...

And Then You Woke Up.

Please. I'm so effin' ready to go back to bed now! My long Holiday weekend wasn't long enough, so tempted to call off today. Hmm...

Saturday, November 27, 2010

Don'T Be Afraid...

Dare to be different, dare to be stupid! Of course I always find ways to bring a little laughter to the table. Lord I really don't feel like going to work this morning, but now that the Holidays are in gear, I've got much to do between now and January. I'm just rather nervous about a few thing financially. No I haven't bitten off more than I can chew, but the dread "L" word has been bounced around at the State and our department could be next on the block for layoffs. Eek.

I'm not gonna worry (much). Just keep it business as usual. Work with my financial advisor to tighten the pennies even further, and make a way where there is none. Plus I put my faith in God, and He ain't failed me, so I'm trying not let fear run my life. Nope.

More later. Hope y'all had a good Thanksgiving. Mine was excellent.

Friday, November 19, 2010

I've been gone, but not forgotten...

It's been a minute since I've been on the blog...and I have plenty to say. Of course I'm gonna be cheeky and hold off for a bit. My heart hasn't been in to blogging these last few months: too much reality going on. Now I see some of my fellows have been up to wonderful things. Will need to give a few praises for them when I return.


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